Special
Agent Clarice Starling looked into the eyes of Dr. Hannibal Lecter…and
was lost. She felt reality changing, tangibly shifting, from one
that had been defined by one man, a dead father, to one that would surely
be defined by this man. With one caress, one purpose…she was
lost.
The
drugs weren’t important. They were just something he did to help her
SEE,
really SEE, what their lives could be like together. Hannibal understood
her, comforted her and, above all else, he had fought for
her…come
halfway around the world just to watch her run. No one had ever done
that for her; taken chances, allowed themselves to be put in a
dangerous
situation, just for her…just to watch her.
Offering
him her body was the least she could do in return.
“Hannibal”,
Clarice’s voice was nearly two steps below her usual even
tone.
“Please come to me now, I need you.” Watching the Doctor move, with
his grace and the beautiful, savage horror of history behind him,
Clarice
felt herself shiver with something akin to glee. "This man will always
come when I ask," she thought. He closed the five feet between them
very quickly.
“I
will always oblige you, Clarice. You have but to ask and I will be there,
ready to do your bidding.” His beautiful eyes, full of monstrous, wonderful
secrets, glittered at her in the firelight. As his head
lowered
to her breast, warm yet peaked in the air, she felt her heart literally
move in her chest, opening herself up to this man, this new reality.
Running her hands through his hair, she whispered his name, “Hannibal…”
and felt herself slide to the floor before him. He looked at her
for a moment, as if wondering what to do with his prize, then put
his
arms beneath her legs and the other behind her back and lifted her effortlessly
against his chest. “You are mine now, little Starling, you
belong
to me. There will be no turning back.” There was no question in
his
tone. He was simply stating fact.
Clarice
nodded her head mutely, melting into his gaze, glad to give everything
to him.
Going
to Buenos Aires had been his idea. It really hadn’t mattered to Clarice
in the least where they went, as long as he was there, dancing
with
her, cooking for her, allowing her to hold him, to love him. This was
a new sensation for Clarice. She felt so unbelievably free and in control
while at the same time feeling like she couldn’t possibly lift a
finger
in any meaningful way to worry about the daily, mundane tasks of living,
of paying bills, of doing anything even remotely normal. That
was
his gift to her. She took baths, read voraciously and walked with
him
in the sun or the moonlight or even in the rain. While visiting a small
villa they rented in the mountains…
“Hannibal,
it’s raining, let’s go outside.”
“Clarice,
my dear, we will catch our deaths in this weather.”
“Come
on, you old stick in the mud. Roll up your pants and run in the rain
with me.” And he obliged her, chasing her out the door into the warm,
soft rain, running into the trees with her, chasing her into a small,
lovely clearing, making love to her in the brilliance of the sun and
the rain and the glorious wonder of life. “Clarice, I have never run in
the rain, nor have I ever made love to a beautiful woman by a small, mountain
stream. I daresay you are changing me and I am quite pleased with
the results.” His hypnotic voice brought her to yet another climax, her
third in the last hour, and it was all she could do to remain focused
on this words. He held her, stroked her, brought her to the brink
with just a whisper, just a brief kiss. There was nothing he could do
that would end this for her. He was her life, her love, her reality.
Yet,
in the back of her mind, lived a tiny doubt, a sad little voice that
said this could not, would not, last forever.
“My
darling Dr. Lecter,” she said, when she could think again, as he had withdrawn
from her and was surveying the now sunny sky, “do you ever worry
that we are living on borrowed time. That someone is waiting just around
the corner to snatch this happiness away from us?”
He
turned his piercing eyes to her, “Clarice, there are things and occurrences
in this world that are forever beyond our control. Remember that
discussion we had about social implications of actions? That no matter
what you choose to do, somewhere in the world it’s okay to do it? Well,
this discussion is along those same lines. How can we worry about what
we are doing, what others are doing, what anyone is trying to do to locate
us? I am ever vigilant, I will watch out for you. You are my love,
my life. Never forget that, Clarice.”
She
smiled then, a relieved smile that said, “I will let you worry, you can
worry for both of us, but just in case, I’ll keep my .45 close by.”
As
if he knew what she was thinking, he grinned; a lovely, scary, intoxicating
thing, and she was lost once again in his eyes...
It
was the very next day that Clarice saw him. Standing in the crowd at an
outdoor stall in this tiny town near their mountain villa. He was looking
at her with something akin to animal lust. Hannibal kept telling
her
she was positively glowing now, that men would look at her and find her
irresistible. She kept dismissing his comments, knowing he had a special
take on the world around him, convincing herself it was just his way,
to say beautiful things about her. Now this man, a big, handsome, sexy
man, a man that would rival Mr. Universe in the build department, was
staring at her legs like they belonged on a supermodel. “Oh boy, oh boy,
you better not let Hannibal see you looking at me like that”, she thought.
“You’ll be in big trouble, mister!” That thought made Clarice grin
which, unfortunately, was taken by Mr. Universe as a sign that she found
him utterly irresistible. He made his way confidently through the crowd,
coming up to Clarice and taking her hand, bringing it to his lips before
she could pull away. “Madame,” he said, in a beautiful, cultured voice,
so close to Hannibal’s own perfectly modulated tone that Clarice was
taken aback, “you are a breath of fresh air, an absolute jewel among the
dull stones in this country.”
“He
sounds like Fraser Crane,” Clarice thought with a snicker, earning her
yet another look of gratitude from Mr. Macho. “May I ask, Madame, whether
you have dinner plans? I would be most honored to escort you to
the
local pub, sorry as I am not to be able to offer anything more refined.”
He grimaced in distaste and looked around the village as if a leper
was certain to jump out at him at any moment. Clarice, who had grown
to love this small village, frowned slightly and shook her head in the
negative, demurring with a soft tone, “I have plans, thank you. My husband
and I prefer to stay in.” Her emphasis on the word husband did
not
go unnoticed.
“Excuse me, please allow me to introduce myself. I am
Charles
Boxington of the New York Times. I am doing a story here, on drug
smuggling in Argentina, and was feeling quite relieved to find someone
so obviously not of the natives. Forgive my impertinence Mrs…?”
“Call
me Hannah.” Clarice said quickly. “A reporter”, she thought
worriedly.
“Woah, time to go!”
“Excuse
me, Charles. I am running late for an appointment. Nice to meet you.”
With that, she quickly hurried away, not wanting Hannibal to come upon
them where this reporter might recognize him. She could feel Boxington’s
eyes on her as she walked away and glanced over her shoulder…running
directly into the hard chest of Hannibal, who did not look
at all pleased.
“Clarice,
I absolutely must know who that young man is who seems to think
he can stare at your form as if he has some right to do so. Please,
dear, confess at once.” There was a teasing quality in his voice,
letting her know he was not unhappy with her, just feeling proprietary.
Clarice grabbed his arm and turned him, moving him back on
the
path toward their villa. “His name is Charles Boxington and he’s a reporter
with The New York Times. I think we should go, right away.”
There
was a cold look in Hannibal’s eyes as he turned and looked back to the
market where he could still see Mr. Boxington, who was eyeing Clarice
hungrily and obviously drawing his own conclusions about Clarice’s
“elderly” husband. Hannibal’s gripped tightened imperceptibly in
Clarice’s arm as Boxington made his way toward them, obviously intent on
speaking with them.
“Hello
there,” he called, addressing Dr. Lecter, “I just met you wife sir.
Please, allow me to introduce myself. Charles Boxington, New York Times.”
He extended his hand and after a slight pause, Dr. Lecter took it.
“Pleasure
to meet you, sir. Dr. Lloyd Hawkins and my lovely wife, whom I believe
you have met.”
“Yes,
Hannah, lovely name.” Boxington said, his eyes lingering on Clarice’s
shoulders and neck a bit longer than would be considered appropriate.
Dr.
Lecter raised a surprised brow at Clarice’s choice of names, then put
his arm protectively around her shoulders, pulling her to him.
“I
am in Argentina for a few more days. I thought perhaps we could get together,
have dinner, maybe a chat. I’m so deathly tired of the nightlife
here, that is to say, the lack of nightlife.” He looked again at
Clarice, allowing his eyes to run over her form in a subtle, yet telling
way.
Dr.
Lecter, noting this look, smiled enigmatically and nodded his head briefly,
licking his lips as he did so. “Yes, well, unfortunately, Hannah
and I are just planning on shutting up the house and going on our way.
And we have special plans for this evening, our last night here, you
understand. So sorry for that, old sport.” His decision had been abrupt.
The idea of allowing Mr. Boxington to come to the house “for dinner”
as he had done so many times before to other men he found insufferable
or rude or grandiose in some way suddenly seemed unspeakably
rude on his part given the reality of Clarice’s presence.
She
wanted to leave, they would leave. It was as simple as that. Dr. Lecter
looked up into the sky, hearing a rumble of thunder, and decided it
was time to take his leave of eager Mr. Boxington and return with
Clarice
to something a bit more secluded.
“Pardon
us, Mr. Boxington, but we must be going,” with that, Dr. Lecter took
Clarice’s hand and they made their way slowly up the path to their villa.